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[20 Oct 2005|03:36pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Hyde... scares me. o.o;

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[05 Jul 2005|07:03pm]
[ mood | sad ]

HAHAHAHAHA. Yeah. He's back with Sakura. AHAHAHAHA.

Went out with Tori the other night - that was fun.

I also ran into Rei recently................... god he looked so awful. .__.; I feel like it's my fault. He tried to talk to me, but I just pushed him away.. i feel so heartless now, I wish I hadn't doe that, but the poor kid was as high as a kite anyway, so he probably doesn't even remember....

I am so sorry, Rei....

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[12 Nov 2004|02:51pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Why am I so fucking ugly...?



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[09 Oct 2004|10:54am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

... I am in so much trouble with Rei's mother...

It's just not one of those things that you think about...

And it's not the sort of trouble I would usually ever get involved in. I know how much Rei likes me, and I have to stand by him, because I really like the kid too.

What to do, what to do... I feel so bad being a part of splitting this family...


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[27 Aug 2004|07:17pm]
[ mood | lost ]

Must. Escape. Rei. Politely.

Am. Not. Gay.

Somebody - HELP. .__.;

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[13 Jul 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Always my
Idiocy leaves me

Reflection of my
Ideas, but they're

I had a dream last night. It wasn't a good one.

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[28 Jun 2004|07:43pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

When am I going to stop being so stupid? When am I going to stop being such a fool?

I keep trying for things, even though I know they're out of my reach, and I KNOW I get so badly burned when they escape me again.

Man, rejection hurts so goddamn much.

I'll be back to normal in a week or so, sorry for ranting.

Anybody who's not Ken, Hyde, Seth, Tetsu or Sakura wanna talk? (.__.)

Oh, but the quails are happy today.

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[17 Jun 2004|10:31am]
[ mood | odd ]

You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an upfront person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.

You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forgo the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well.
You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are.(??) You want feedback on your performance. You are an open, stimulating, romantic bedmate.

Taken from here

Er.. well.. I think that's 95% a load of rubbish. In fact, extremely embarassing. I thought hott_ken and tetz could do with some more ammo with which to mock me. -_- *sigh*

Yesterday was.. weird. Kinda good, but kinda weird. Ken's porn collection SCARES ME.

There is a very funny noise coming from the wall next to me.. O_o;;


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[03 Jun 2004|06:23pm]
[ mood | strange ]

Double Dare



This happens every so often, I open up completely to one or two people, and then suddenly for no reason I feel like I'm clamming up again... and nobody can talk to me about it, because then I just clam faster. I wish I knew why I behaved like this...


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[26 May 2004|02:03am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I have a new girlfriend (^__^); Meichan~

I'm really happy!

We went out shopping with Megumi, Tetsu and Haido today, and it was a lot of fun.

Maybe I'll say more later, but I just wanted to say how happy I am. (^__^)


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[20 May 2004|01:46pm]
[ mood | active ]

Okay, stuff is weird and I can't explain any of it really.

I want a girlfriend.

I'm going to go listen to music now (^_^)


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[27 Apr 2004|12:27pm]
[ mood | lonely ]


I am bored. Hyde is off with Saku, and probably ignoring me AGAIN, Ken is.. I have no idea where Ken is - he's vanished in a puff of narrative, Tetsu is upstairs with Seth, and funnily enough I don't want to disturb them. Ryu left yesterday, and I don't really want to bug him by calling him... I practiced by myself for three hours already this morning, and I wanted to find somebody to go out and get lunch with, but there is nobody. Except maybe rokushi, but I really wanted to go out with Hyde...

I hate it when he gets in a mood with me... (.___.)


EDIT: I have a new layout - do you like it?

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Just to confirm... [23 Apr 2004|10:25am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I do NOT have a boyfriend. He is just a guy, and I stayed over at his house. It was either that or get molested by drooling tezman all evening.

That's all.


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[31 Mar 2004|09:39am]
[ mood | sick ]

I made a new background. It sucks, and I'm going to try again later, but it will do for now.

I feel sick and bored, I don't know what I want today - I don't want to eat, and my body aches from all the drumming I did last night. I'm not sure why - maybe I was dehydrated when I started or something, but I really don't feel so good. Ah well, never mind.

I'm going to go get a third glass of water.


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[25 Mar 2004|07:55pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I'm bored, and Hyde's avoiding me, so I've got nobody to go play airhockey with. I also have a troop of thirteen quails following me around, sitting on my head and all over my arms whenever I stay still for more than twenty seconds.

Tetsu and Ken are scary as ever - I thought I might like to make a nice layout for this journal soon - maybe I'll do that now.. I've got nothing better to do.

Supposedly we've got another interview for 瞳の住人 tomorrow, so that's something to prepare for - standing around, trying not to laugh - I have to psyche myself up for these things!!

Anyway, despite the calling of going out and getting drunk with some people, I think I want to make a layout. Maybe I'll go out later.


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[15 Mar 2004|10:56pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Haven't updated for ages.

SMILE is due to be released at the end of March, everything is going well, yada yada.

Quails are cute. Sakura is scary.

Gotta run,

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[05 Mar 2004|05:41pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Uhm. Been a while since I updated, but I really ought to.

Uh, sexy_hyde and I went to Osaka to stay with yatchan for a couple days, but now we're back home. Going out with rokushi was fun too (^_^)

I'm tired, I'm having a bad day - walked into two doors, got my fingers trapped in a chair, nearly garotted myself on the washing line... you know, the usual.

Oh well. I read some interesting articles in the paper today, they should keep me amused.


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[22 Feb 2004|02:06am]
[ mood | sad ]

Hyde is in hospital tonight.

I do wish some people would be more responsible.

I give up trying to help people - I only get it thrown back in my face, and it's not fair.

Hyde, if you had died tonight, what do you think we would all do without you? Maybe you ought to think things over a little more next time.

And because you didn't come and talk to me about that coffee, I'll just say it here - I'm not getting back together with Mika. And you can all make your own damn beds in future.

Worried sick,

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[21 Feb 2004|12:39am]
[ mood | confused ]

I watched Hyde play the SIMs for a while today - it was fun (^^)

Apart from that, I went out and had a chat with Mika...

I don't know if we'll be getting back together, and it's not fair.


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[14 Feb 2004|06:30pm]
[ mood | accident prone ]

I thought my bad luck was finally coming to an end..

Somebody nearly dropped a really heavy box on my head, but grabbed it at the last second - I felt it touch my hair, but they caught it JUST BEFORE it hit me!

So, I was happy after that. Then I went out for MacDonalds, tripped over, dropped my wallet, lost a 500Y coin down the drain, and walked into a door. *sigh* Guess not then.

It's Valentine's Day today, and I've been feeling kinda lonely without Mika.. I had something planned for her, but I dunno if we're gunna get back together - Hyde told me he had persuaded her to call me over the weekend, so who knows.

Anyway, yesterday, I went shopping with Hyde, it was good fun, then we came home and sat on the roof for a while, before falling asleep on the sofa in front of the TV.

Valentines Day sucks when you have nobody to be with... there were so many people walking round, holding hands and flowers... Oh well, there's nothing I can do until Mika agrees to listen.


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